Thursdays

I hate grocery shopping! I hate the way my smallest girl takes so long and procrastinates every morning to get ready for school, very frustrating to me.

I have grouchy pants on again today, it is wearing to be saying and doing the same things every day.

Oh well another day tomorrow

Till next time

Sadness

Sometimes I feel really sad.

I wonder why my husband married me somedays. He can be bloody vile when he feels like it, esp saying awful things esp thinking that he is being funny.

Our Miss 9 always talks about what she is going to do for her next birthday. It's really sweet and I don't mind that she talks about it, I love that she has ideas and can be creative in her thinking. I hate how my husband will poo poo the idea, I hate how when I call him on it he makes me feel inadequate. I think it is great that the kids can be creative in their thinking, the girls are always thinking of new ways that they can make their lives happy and I don't have a problem with that, we are the adults so we make the ultimate decisions but it is ok to incorporate some of their ideas to.

Bahhh what a complete load of crap and I hate feeling resentful of my husband but man he makes me mad.

Oh well tomorrow is another day

Until next time.

Wow a reminder...

I got an email today and OMG I totally forgot that I had a blog. It has been 5 years since I have seen this and perhaps I prob should start using it again.

Many things are happening.

We are still in the country and still loving it but we would like to buy a place of our own out here. esp now the interest rates are low and houses seem to be coming down in price.

Studying seems to be going ok, I prob should become more motivated really, as I was ahead and now seem to be slipping back but it's because i am so tired and all I think about is sleep which is rather distracting.

Tomorrow is another day though and an eye test for myself and one of my wee girls is in the plans and so is the study, a assembly and 2 girls away for the night.

Anyway another day tomorrow.....